I am stressing out in the worst way! I am extremely scared I am going to fail miserably at my school stuff! My independent study, although being in progress, is nowhere near finished. My internship paperwork is so screwed up that it is quite possible there is no salvaging it! I am standing on the precipice and feel like I am 2 seconds away from a freefall! I do not think I can stand one week of stress like this, but I know I don't have a choice. There is simply too much to do in too little time. I hate that I am not a Type A personality, but instead am a Type B, with a serious procrastination problem!
In reality, I know I will complete my senior symposium class with a decent grade. I will finish this independent study and get at least a C, which is all I need! The internship may be the only problem and I will find out for sure on Wednesday. Worst case scenario I have to redo that in the Spring. That is worst case. Well worst case is I fail it all and have to redo it all, but that's pretty extreme, so I think I am safe on that one. I will still graduate in May, still be able to apply for grad school and still start looking for a different job!
But for all of you reading please, please pray for a miracle with my internship and independent study, because I really do need it!
Wow, I think I just wrote all of that holding my breath! I am such a basketcase today!
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