It is always better to know. I didn't used to believe that, but now I most definitely do. I thought it would hurt more, but it hurts less. I thought it would be more intense, but instead I am at peace. It is easier knowing than not, even if the answer wasn't what I really wanted to hear. Because now I am not constantly questioning, wishing and hoping, and I can simply move on. So from now on I will be more honest and open with people so that I don't waste time wondering, thinking that it's easier not knowing than knowing, because it's really not.
On a completely different note, I had an amazing weekend, short of the being sick part. I got to spend time with people I love and eat way too much. It was pretty close to perfect :)
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