There's gotta be something more...

Have you ever had the feeling that you are not where you should be in life? That there is simply more you should be doing, seeing, living? That where you are is OK, but in no way where you should be, because your life feels incomplete. I have always had goals, dreams and direction, but for quite some time now I have felt as if I am drifting. The only constants in my life are God, Jason and Lane. I have always had something, be it school, a lease, a job "tying me down", but now there is nothing keeping us here. The problem is we don't know if that is just "luck of the draw" so to speak, or a catalyst to push us into unknown, unexplored avenues in life. This could mean a move, or finding more right where we are. I hate the not knowing, but feeling that we are on the cusp of something big. I want to be there. I want to see a little bit more of he big picture. So I wait, for direction, inspiration, passion and peace.

My life is as good as yours :)

I have posted before that I love to read blogs. The voyeur in me enjoys feeling privy to another's personal experiences, albeit filtered and edited. Of course this can lead to feelings of envy,fear, disgust with my own lack of ambition, money, style, etc.,and tap into the little girl in me that always felt inferior. But most of the time it inspires me and in the wee hours of the morning after weeks of feeling gloomy, reading about the lives of others has reminded me that living a beautiful, inspired, happy life is within my reach. I must choose it each day! So I made a list of things I truly love in life. One of those things is writing, so therefore I am dusting off the cobwebs of this blog, maybe making a few changes on it, and going to use it as a reminder to myself, that my life not only can be, but is just as beautiful as the next persons. Some pictures of what makes my life beautiful...