Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Living On Autopilot

Beginning of gripe session

After a very enjoyable weekend away I came back to a ton of work at my job and even more school work. So, I feel like the last couple days I have been living on auto-pilot. I simply move from one task to another. I hate when life gets like this. I am just doing, not really feeling or experiencing anything that is going on. I stay busy mentally and physically, but there is no time to let go and just be. I want to have time for a meltdown, because I feel in desperate need of a good cry, but my body won't let me do it. I literally have not had time to go to the grocery store, do laundry, unpack, clean, run, or eat (and we know I do not go without my 3 meals a day). Ugh...

End of gripe session

On a better note, I have been able to get through a lot of work, write a paper, attend classes, volunteer, finalize internship paperwork, lose 5 lbs in 6 days, and am going to get out with friends in the pursuit of maintaining some semblance of a social life over the next few nights, so I should be okay in a few hours :)

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