Uninspired

I woke up this morning feeling completely uninspired. My life revolves around this schedule: I get up, throw myself together, go to work, come home, eat dinner, watch TV and go to bed around 8:00 p.m. My husband tries to motivate me to go out, but I am just not feeling it. I am tired of hurting inside. I am tired of feeling guilty. I am tired of struggling. I am tired of looking in the mirror and seeing a face and body I cannot stand to look at. I am tired of being sad. I am very tired of pretending I am not sad. I think at this point I am just tired. I need something to make me feel better. This is not fair to my husband, my family, my friends, or to me. But I cannot seem to find my way out of this :(