Time to Start Living Again

God always gives us what we need. This is a lesson I am learning on a daily basis. I am finding peace, patience and strength in the midst of infertility. I am finding joy in circumstances that make me feel beaten down. I am finding victory in Christ. And overall, I realize that the struggles in my life are doing what they are supposed to do, increasing my faith and making me lean on a God that never fails. Today I feel strong, tomorrow who knows, but I do know that God has a plan spelled out that is greater than I could ever create for my life. I am also regaining my emotional footing, and planning a future that does not involve children. I am planning to go back to school, focusing on my career, volunteering, spending time with my incredible husband, dreaming of missions trips and travels with my husband, and finding who I am once again. Yesterday, I realized that the people I admire the most in life and most want to emulate are the ones that truly see no limits to what they can do and then they figure if they can dream it, they can do it! I want to be that person that believes in myself and remembers that God placed me on this earth for a purpose, and His plan is always greater than my own! The last couple weeks have been a turning point for me and I have determined that it is time for me to start living again! I may not get everything I want, but if I follow in His footsteps I will get everything and more than I need in life.