Sometimes Life Just Sucks!

I am trying so hard to look at the brightside. To not cry. To remember that I truly can do whatever I set my mind to. To recognize that it is just a job, not my entire life. To remember I am not stuck here forever. To accept that this is what is best for someone I care about deeply. To suck it up. But for right now, all I can think is that this really sucks!!!!!!!!!