I am glad to be home for awhile!!!! I never thought I would feel that way, because I do love to travel, but being the creature of habit we all know I am, life has been way too chaotic for my sanity or that of those around me.
Case in point: Vacations are supposed to relax me, and while I am gone I am generally quite relaxed. Unfortunately as soon as I get home that relaxation mode disappears and I become a little crazed over what has not been done, how quickly I can get back into my routine, etc. It makes me a little crabby to say the least. It also makes absolutely no sense. I'm thinking I need to test a week in the Carribbean or Hawaii to see if it has the same effect...I'm thinking it will not and I will return blissfully happy :)
Being single for a few years I did not realize that I would carry that craziness over into my relationship. Apparently I tend to decide that since I left he can't possibly still want to be with me, love me or think that I am the most incredible woman on earth (you know he does...maybe, it's possible), no matter what he says to me. This of course is completely irrational (I know me being irrational is a foreign concept, but just go with me on this) but it takes me a few days to finally relax and recognize that yes, everything is okay with us and with the world around me!
All of that being said, it is time for me to have some time at home for awhile I think!
I did have a great time visiting with my family though and remembered how much I LOVE Atlanta!!!! I can't wait to go back and visit...well you know in a few months, and maybe I will take J with me next time, so that at least one area of craziness will be avoided :)
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